I received help sorting through it all from an amazing dharma talk by yoga teacher Jillian Pransky. She asked us -- "isn't it miraculous how quickly we can fall in love?" She was talking about this in the context of how quickly we fall in love with a baby, and the worries and fears that can accompany that love, and the importance of staying open to all of life's possibilities -- but it resonated with me. In the summer of 1973, I fell in love so quickly with a boy, with a place, and with what it meant to be in that place and with that boy. And walking through that place 35 years later was to relive that love -- to have it feel so real and so relevant and so present. Love can knock you off of your feet. To feel so much love for all I have in my present life, and to add to that love I had in the past, is almost more miracles than I can bear. A piece of me starts to contract and shy away in fear. But as I tell my daughters, the heart has an infinite capacity to love. Feeling love can never detract from feeling love. All we can do is try to keep our balance and stay open to the question, "what next?"
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
love + love = love
I received help sorting through it all from an amazing dharma talk by yoga teacher Jillian Pransky. She asked us -- "isn't it miraculous how quickly we can fall in love?" She was talking about this in the context of how quickly we fall in love with a baby, and the worries and fears that can accompany that love, and the importance of staying open to all of life's possibilities -- but it resonated with me. In the summer of 1973, I fell in love so quickly with a boy, with a place, and with what it meant to be in that place and with that boy. And walking through that place 35 years later was to relive that love -- to have it feel so real and so relevant and so present. Love can knock you off of your feet. To feel so much love for all I have in my present life, and to add to that love I had in the past, is almost more miracles than I can bear. A piece of me starts to contract and shy away in fear. But as I tell my daughters, the heart has an infinite capacity to love. Feeling love can never detract from feeling love. All we can do is try to keep our balance and stay open to the question, "what next?"
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